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daisydu   in reply to Proudmommieof2   on

Looking for help this Holiday season!

 in response to ekikaseven...   thanks for the compliments....lol do you know anyone who would want a cat....i only have 6 3 months old kittens who sats in my lap all the time and follow me around just about trip over them....lol they think if i put them down it is the end of their world....is there any training for cats like that...that you know of....lol they are so spoiled...i had to bottle feed them for there mother died when they were just 7 days old....give or take....i do know there eyes were still closed....my specialty is animal medical....well it is late and my battery on my laptop is about to go...you take care....thanks for the positive input....lord knows i need it....you take care....
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daisydu   in reply to Proudmommieof2   on

Looking for help this Holiday season!

 in response to dogeatdog...   i didn't see your post until now....you are right....i shouldn't pass judgement on anyone....i myself know what it is to be judged....and i didn't call her a low life...if you would like for me to post what i posted her publically so you can see what i told her....i will....i have nothing to hide....that day...i have seen many people suffer...and i guess it angered me when most people on here are doing without food shelter and warmth...when she was asking for christmas cell phone to be paid....it just seems that the important things at her house is taken care of....and she is after the stuff that really isn't much compared to what other people need....more important things....there are people out there doing with out more....and just once....some people cant take in consideration and not ask for things like that....i hold nothing against that woman...and i didn't realize i was judging her....i have written to you back and forth to know you enough to know that you only mean well...and you are right....we shouldn't judge anyone....to proudmom....i'm sorry for judging you....but you didnt have to answer me like that....i just wanted her to understand and realize what other people are going through....not only her...but all of us....it was a common mistake just like when you and i got off on the wrong foot at first....it is all about having a hard time and supporting each other....in my post...to her i was a little firm and a smarta$$...and i do apologize for that....but when people sees someone asking for something that is not needed to survive....then something in me just clicked....i don't feel bad for everything i said....some things i do....but hey just like you said...we are all human....but to be racist like that....she didn't have to do that either....mr dogeatdog....i think we were both wrong...(meaning her and i).... i started it with a private post to her...and i got my answer....i mean do you ever think about the people that are in need of things for suvival, what they would think?....i need a car....i need money for a cell phone....i need money for alot of things....but you don't see me posting those things.....i only post for survival....but fortunately the lord worked it out to where my gas is paid by my dad....we are still not out of the water yet....but we have heat...my heart goes out to everyone who needs for survival....not things that can be done without....forgive me sir....i am not trying to be hard or disrespect you...and i told her in the post...the same thing i am saying now....that there are more important things to need and want than things like that....yes i might have said some things like if your boyfriend don't want to work....he doesn't need to be around....you know i was wrong for saying that....it was not my place to say that....but i never said she was a low life....and thanks dogeatdog for reminding me about judging....the lord put me in my place....it is time for lights out....i am three hours past the limit of electricity use....everyone be blessed and have a good night....
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daisydu   in reply to Proudmommieof2   on

Looking for help this Holiday season!

 in response to ekikaseven...   yes you may....i take pride of how God made me and how i am....i was born with a cranial facial disorder....that is what the doctor's called it....really they didn't know what it was....back in the 70's they didn't know what to call it....so they named it....tried experimental surgery...it was always....mrs. shavers we will try this and if that don't work we will try that the next time.....

i was born on an army base in hiddleburgh germany....they used forcepts on me to pull me out of my mother's womb....i am talking to mama now.....on the phone....she told me that the doctor told her that, that side of my face could have rested on her pelvus and could have stopped the circulation of blood and it didn't get fully developed....and with a baby's tendar age their face and skull is still soft....meaning the forcepts didn't help much....i have a hemangioma tumor that was above my right eye....wrapped around my jaw bone and muscles...i also have hemangioma tumor on my brain....i have calcifications on my brain where several tumors come and gone....and for those who don't know what a hemangioma tumor is....it is a large mass of bloodvessells that grow fast and come and go.....that is what i was told....

i don't want anyone feeling sorry for me....not that i am saying anyone is....i am a normal person like everyone else....just have difficulties....i had many reconstructive serguries....one they took bone out of my left hip... and placed the bone above my eye...then they broke my jaw in three places....that was suppose to straighten my jaw...didn't work....the next surgery....they rerouted my jaw muscles and i wore a tape on my face....it was suppose to lift that side of my face so it wouldn't have the saggyness...and they said they worked on my nerves to make me be able to smile on that side of my face....well....in my baby pictures i was smiling on that side....that side of my face looked normal....the only thing that even looked to me is that it was lower than my left side....i have theories of what could have happened and what could have happened and what it would have turned out....

for a while i was upset....and thought the doctors messed me up worse....but what they explained was when i grew up....i would change....and that i did....but there is so many things ....other things...to worry about.....like life....really i don't care what people say about me...unless i am just in that depressed mood....i am seeking a doctor...that will help me if they can.....but i don't know...i am scared because with the hemangioma tumor behind my eye and my jaw....well i don't have to say no more....

everyone have a blessed night....and thanks for asking....yall take care
daisy
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daisydu   in reply to Proudmommieof2   on

Looking for help this Holiday season!

 in response to ekikaseven...   i understand what you are saying ekikaseven.....i didn't do this out of anger....i did that to try to show her she just can't do that on this sight....i like this sight because it has real people with real problems.....people that can get together and talk about each other's pains, do's and don't's...i do feel sorry for her....not because she says she is without....i feel sorry for the mental part of it all....there has to be a reason why she feels it is necessary to call people names and bring others down....like a bully....you know i will be honest with you about something....at first i brought myself down to her level and cussed her back and did the name calling....then i read it twice....i asked myself....is this the way you really want to be? then i deleted it....and i decided to post it publically....for the black people i am sorry you had to see that....i want you guys to know there is no such thing as a "nigger" it is african american.....i love all colors of people and there isn't no difference in us all....we share the same god....pain.....feelings....love....children....life on this earth should be no less or no more than the other....i wish everyone would get along....we are all humans and for years people has fought each other on which race is better....no one is better than the other.....god made us....and we are all his children....
people like that it does no good to try to understand them....nothing can change her way of thinking...but we know that god can....

in the post that i posted her...i simply told her that there are more people on this sight that need food shelter and lights gas water....i said there are people that are in worse shape than she is just be thankful for what she has....if you can't see the post that i responded to....let me know i will gladly post what i said to her....she thinks i was telling her that she doesn't want to work....but i never mentioned anything like that....

you know ekikaseven....i lived all my life scared to stand up for myself....and i lived a very hard life because of my birthdefect....i let people run over me all the time....and while being married to an abusive husband....i lowered myself down to everyone else's level who cursed me.....not no more....i left that life behind....and it is going to stay behind....well i have to go and find something to cook....lol i don't need any negative around me.....so i blocked her one on one....so if she wants to say anything to me....she is got to make it public....and if she sends me an email....then i will just do a copy and paste again....i am not sorry i did that....we want to keep this sight clean....for real people....not for abuse....we deal with people like that enough in everyday life....this sight should be for ones that talk to others to relieve stress....not to stay stressed....you know like a get away from it all....take care ekikaseven and talk to ya later
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daisydu   in reply to Proudmommieof2   on

Looking for help this Holiday season!

 in response to bookworm2011...   your welcome and thank you....she has a hard lesson to learn in life you can't get anywhere by acting like that....makes you wonder how many people has already helped her and it goes unappreciated....or how she treated them afterwards....you can only get so far in life....yes there are many people in this world that will over look things like that...but you never know when you gonna get that one person who....what do you call it? stand up for themselves....but then there is another part....to where people like that really need help....mentally.....it sounds to me she is spoiled rotten use to getting her way....i bet she is a great person....without that attitude....i know i use to act like that....but i was also with an abused husband too....i am just trying to change my ways....please note though....i never cursed anyone or put anyone down for an opinion or someone trying to offer advice....if i didn't like what was said to me....i kept my thoughts to myself....people don't realize they screw things up for themselves when they act like that.....you don't respect people....how are you going to get someone else's respect.....well gotta go....thanks for the upper's bookworm....
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daisydu   in reply to Proudmommieof2   on

Looking for help this Holiday season!

 in response to daisydu...   i wanted everyone to see how this lady is acting towards my opinion.....i offended her...but i was telling the truth...i am not apologizing....cause what she replied to me one on one she does not deserve anything....copy and paste.....very very lovely tool....don't you think?

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Fuck you bitch.. u dont fucking know me.. u don't know what im going though.. telling me that im not willing to work a job like salvation army fuck you u nigger.. u dont know me bitch! FUCK YOU!

i will then post my reply to her.....be back shortly
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daisydu   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

thank you....you are so right....jesus christ never lets us down....some people don't give god a chance...and thinks that jesus should miraclously pay the bill that is due....some people (not all) don't understand you have to help yourself before god will help you....god blesses in his time and his timing is perfect. it might now be for us. but he knows what is best for all of us....gods blessings ranges from the company agreeing to an extension...or when you go to a charity to ask for the bill to be paid and they have the funds to pay it..or family member just calling you up out of the blue and saying here is that money i owe you....or friend....gods blessing come in many shapes sizes and forms....that is why i myself think everything is a blessing from god....my blessing today was i went to pay my light bill....the only money i had was 70.00....no gas in the vehicle for my fiance daniel to go to work.....she said we do not owe that money as of yet...the bill is almost at a 0 balance. the new bill is not even due yet....lol so i get to keep the 70.00 and get a few groceries....everyone remember....there is no favoritism with god....he loves us all the same....if you don't have faith and believe and not worry about it....god wont be able to do anything....but if you give your problem to god and ask for his help. and believe on it....he will help you....but to recieve his blessings you must not dewell on it.... also you have to remember...when you ask for our father to help you....you also have to help yourself....and you help yourself by trying to talk to the company or gathering ideas on how to make some money to pay the bills...or going to the charity place for help...things like that is helping yourself...oh and don't for get a job will do...god sees if you are helping yourself or not....lets say for example....you got paid today....your bills that are due that day comes up to 700.00 dollars....your paycheck is 800.00....you have the money to pay all your bills....but you can't help but think about that new playstation you been wanting....lets say you bought the playstation and didn't pay one of your bills....now that....is fun before bills....and like it or not....a lot of people get themselves in the hole they are in because they put fun first before paying the bills....so god sees you helping yourself when you have a job....and are responsible to pay your bills when they are due...i know this cause i use to put fun first....i learned a hard long road and valueable lesson..or think about it or keep worrying about it....when you ask the lord to help you with something...you put your faith into it....giving your faith and believing the lord will take care of you and not dewelling or worrying about it is when god sees and will help....the faith and the belief in him is pleasing to god....like when i lost my house a few months back...my mom asked me what am i going to do....i told mom....nothing....the lord knows my situation (i prayed to him that morning) and i didn't worry or dewell on it no more....at the last minute....i still did not worry....and the call came in we were given a house to live in for free until the house was foreclosed....and we can stay here for two years before the house forcloses....wow...that was a true honor to be blessed by my lord....no the house is not mine....but we have a place to put our heads for two years....what am i going to do when the bank comes and gets the house....i am not thinking about that right now....good luck to all see yall later....god bless you positive thoughts....you take care....god bless all....
daisy
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daisydu   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

 in response to positive thoughts...   yes god is sooo wonderful....we are barely getting by....but he is blessing us with money coming in from family members and keeping danny working....lol i do love my jesus.....he is the best....his will is his way.
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daisydu  

this is bull crap....

you know....i see it everywhere....people loosing everything they have....i have to sit and watch my mom hurt....and work....i don't know what to do for her.....she works for the state....and the state of louisiana is fixing to cut more state jobs....my mother worked there for 20 some odd years....now she is loosing her job....she can't afford to be on disability....and she can't afford to be without it....and while waiting on disability.....she will loose her house....when is it going to end....when is someone going to do something about the government....people if we don't band together we will loose everything....if we don't speak up....don't make a stand together....then this country is only for the rich who keep getting richer.....i don't know what i am saying....i am confused and angry to have to see my mother work hard all her life and still has nothing to show for it....why cause of the political bull crap of our no good for nothing government is ruining our country....if our government officials we as honest as they say they are....then we wouldn't have any money problems....we wouldn't be in this hell hole this country is in....and it aint just one family it is all of us....americans all of us....even the foriegnors who came to live in the country are loosing everything....i am disgusted to be an american....i am not proud of my country....why should i be.....all they do is take from us....they are making this cut and that cut....for what....not to bennefit us....it is to bennefit them....they don't take money from their own wallets do they? no they take it from ours....they take the very food out of the mouths of our children....we need an honest pure man who is willing to be president governor or something....i know you are out there....just got to come forward....i am disgusted....angry....i don't know what else to say....but screw this country ....what good is fighting for our freedom when you cant have the freedom to say what you want without getting into some kind of trouble....i am not afraid....i am not afraid to speak my thoughts....this is bullshit
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daisydu   in reply to parts   on

help paying my bills

 in response to KANAI...   hello KANAI,
thankyou for the encouragement. i do realize there are haters out there and non-believers. it is up to you and me to encourage them and witnes to them what God is all about. you never know when you are ministering to an angel. even on aidpage. God uses us all one way or another to touch those who need Gods Word....I too need Dental Care.....i have a medicaid card....that only covers dental care if i was 21 years or younger.....that is dumb in my book....if the state would come up with a better plan....like the patient pays for half of the proceedure and they state will pay the other half....but our government tries to get out of paying things on behalf of the american people anyway....don't mean to have resentmet towards our government...but i can't lie....it is there....

about your dental care....where are you from? what state do you live in? there are free medical services in your state that does dental work.....like the facility in louisiana is LSU charity hospital....they have a dental unit.....they not only pull one tooth....they put you to sleep and pull them all.....then it is up to you to get the false teeth....

there is a long waiting list for me....i should have already had my teeth pulled....but every year i made my appointment ...they called and cancled my appointment.....so that would make me wait another year.....so after 3 years of trying i just gave up.....since i have been with daniel (my fiance) i have gotten 4 teeth pulled.....the whole 8 years i was married, i didn't have the money to get a single tooth pulled because i had to pay all the bills with my SSI check....the past is in the past, and we should all leave it there.....

anyway i thank you for your encouragment....it is people like you that help keep me going....i will pray for you so that you may get your teeth pulled....i still got mine....lol so we will be praying for each other....i have to go now and you take care.....
daisy
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daisydu   in reply to parts   on

help paying my bills

 in response to EricV...   Sir if you believe in God. He will help you. You have to help yourself before he will help you. I know God doesn't miraclously keep your heat on. But he provides ways for people to help others if they need it. It all depends on your faith. God has helped me. Yes, my gas got turned off. for 1 week. I couldn't cook, take a bath or heat my house. I have children too. God provided, how? By putting it on my dad's heart to give me 250.00 dollars to pay my gas bill. Sir I don't know what your belief's are and I am not trying to judge. But apparently you have not enough faith to beleive he will help you when the time is in need be. No God's timing is not perfect to us. But his timing is perfect to him. Don't test God. Just simply ask him to help you get your gas cut back on. Tell you need the money and he will provide, wether it be a family member a non profit organization.

And about our government....I am not too proud of our government either. They took Christ Jesus out of the schools and prayer...and trying to make it illegal to pray in public. if you read your bible....all of this that is going on is suppose to happen for God's plan....I sit home. I pay my taxes and mind my own business. i try to encourage people as i can....i try to help as many as i can....no i don't have alot of money....i am behind in bills myself....i do know where you are coming from....we all here are having hard times....it is time for us to stick together as a united one....our government is taking from us and are not with us....they don't care about us either....they took my moms raise and my job...just so they can get a raise of 35000 a year....and what do they do? all they do is lie, steel, and push pencils all day long, they get paid to sit on their butts and do nothing but pass bills that takes more and more away from the american people...

i am sorry i got off the subject...the government issues is a touchy converstation with me....not that i love them for the fact that they anger me...and i try not to think about them....trying to stay focused on god and not worldly things is very hard for me at this time, as i am sure it is hard for everyone...my lights are threatened....my gas is threatened once more....my water is threatened........everything in my house is threatened to be cut off or to be taken away....my faince works....he works his butt off....i am disabled...my fiance pulls in 2200.00 dollars a month....i pull in 600.00 dollars a month....and we still can't make it....we got behind on everything because we were recently evicted, (they sold the house without telling us, we were renting). once we get caught up on the bills we will be fine i hope....but they keep going up and up....when we get one 500.00 dollar gas bill paid off....there is another 250.00 gas bill with a 100.00 dollar deposit fee and a reconnect fee of 50.00....so that is another 400.00 dollar bill on top of everything else we have to pay....so i know what you are going through....AND IF YOU THINK FOR ONE MINUTE THAT GOD WILL NOT HELP YOU.....THINK AGAIN....YOU NEED TO HAVE THE FAITH AND BELIEVE IN HIM FOR HIM TO WORK THROUGH SOMEONE ELSE.....GOD IS HELPING ME....HE IS ALLOWING DAN'S COMPANY TO GIVE HIM THE HOURS TO WORK SO WE CAN PAY OUR BILLS....EVERYTHING IS STILL ON....AND ALL BUSISNESSES ARE IN AGREEMENT WITH ME TO HELP ME KEEP EVERYTHING ON....BUT I JUST HAVE TO PAY ON THE DATE AGREED UPON.....IF I DON'T THEN THAT WOULD BE MY FAULT....BECAUSE THE MONEY IS COMING AND IT WILL BE THERE....YOU CAN HAVE FUN AND DO WITHOUT....OR YOU CAN PAY YOUR BILLS AND HAVE FUN WITH WHAT EVER IS LEFT....THAT IS WHAT I DO....I CHOOSE TO PAY MY BILLS....FOOD I WORRY ABOUT LATER....sorry about all caps....i have to go....well good luck to you....i know you are upset and i know what you are going through....and yes you are right about one thing....it is up to us how we want to live....that is part of the free will God gives to us....God made man in his image...God told humans not to eat in the tree of life....WE DID ANYWAY....it is not God's fault when we humans make stupid decisions.....God knows and sees all.....trust in him and don't worry about it.....think about it....but don't fret how am i going to get this dollar to pay this that or the other....have faith....call around to family members...call the company and make payment arrangements....you have to help yourself for God to help you....
daisy
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daisydu   in reply to Mimzy   on

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 in response to onlyin2012...   YOU KNOW WHAT.....THAT REALLY ISN'T A BAD IDEA.....WHO EVER CREATED AID PAGE....SHOULD OPEN AN ACCOUNT...EVERYONE CHIP IN AT LEAST 5.00 EACH....INTO THAT ACCOUNT....WHEN THE FAMILIES NEED THE MONEY...THERE YOU GO....BUT THEY WILL HAVE TO BE STRICT WITH IT....IF THEY CAN FAX A DISCONNECTION NOTICE OR FAILURE TO PAY RENT....MAKE SURE THEY HAVE SOME SORT OF CHECK STUB. FOR PROOF OF INCOME....CAUSE THESE DAYS YOU HAVE TO WATCH OUT FOR THE NEEDY THAT NEED AND DON'T WANT TO DO SOMETHING TO HELP THEMSELVES.....I AM NOT SAYING THAT IS WHAT EVERYONE DOES....BUT I AM JUST TRYING TO PUT SOME KIND OF IDEA OUT THERE
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daisydu   in reply to SysBot   on

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 in response to daisydu...   please help me understand....thanks....lol i should have corrected....i wish you the best....what it is i been up all night and i am falling to sleep lol....well talk to you later....you take care and becarefull....
daisy
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daisydu   in reply to SysBot   on

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 in response to aggiewi...   can you come to the states....if you can come to the states.....i don't know anything about staying abroad....so why do they think you are just going to get out and leave..... what will it take to be able to pass the test?are you american?.....talk to me
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daisydu   in reply to bigred64   on

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lol i agree with you.....the rich get richer and the poor get poorer.....lol i am below the poor level....i live off of 6000.00 dollars a year.....SSI.....i am disabled....it is hard....but i am managing....anyone that can budget an income from 6000.00 dollars a year....has to do with out....and believe me when i say this....i do without lots of times....i don't recieve paper invoices....i cant afford it....but i do have mine come via email....i check it from anywhere....the computer at the librairy...or my moms....or neighbors computer....you take care and good luck....
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daisydu   in reply to Proudmommieof2   on

Daughter needs help! Please help me pay my phone bill~!

 in response to mousej...   i really don't think she is willing to go to work ringing bells....she seems like she is not happy with the simple things....she has an awful lot to learn.....
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daisydu   in reply to Proudmommieof2   on

Looking for help this Holiday season!

mam....i mean no disrespect....believe me i don't.....but there are more people doing with out for the holidays worse than you are....i have read several of your post....and i do feel for you and your children....i don't understand ...you are asking for money to buy christmas and they way you word it is to make someone feel sorry for your situation....i have read several of your post....and some was for your phone bill and birthdays and christmas....you know it wont hurt your children to do without christmas for a change....alot of people are doing without...and there are lots of people in worse shape than you are....there are other people on this site that are needing money for food and rent....clothing for their children....people that are in much worse shape than you are....i know this is going to offend you and my apologies.....no i don't have the money for my own kids something for christmas....i haven't been able to buy my son christmas for 7 years now....and yes that is the truth....my son understands...he said it is ok mom...as long as we are together on that day....buying presents is not what christmas is all about ....i never told my son the make believe story of santa clause....if you haven't told them about santa you wouldn't have this problem right now....like i said i know this is ticking you off and i don't mean too....but you must realize that if you haven't recieved any help yet....is because you are asking for things that most people can do without....there are other ways to get a message out beside a cell phone...cut corners....cell phones are more expensive than house phones....my husband and i we have a luxury....you know what that is....electricity.....natural gas....food that we have come in this house (and believe me there is not much of it...) my fiance works hard...if your boyfriend will not find a job...then it is time to kick his A$$ to the curb....there is no need in keeping a lazy man around...everyone is doing without....face it....you are not the only one....i have to go....time for lights out....just like our light bill....we don't use the lights during the day....and at night...we use the lights to cook supper to take a shower and get ready for bed.....2 hours everynight....we use the lights...brought my light bill down to 89.00 a month....and we live a in 2500 square foot house....i think i ticked you off enough mam...sorry this post is blunt...but it is an honest opinion....and i have that right....and if you don't like this post then you shouldn't be putting your business up....well you take care there ms proudmom.....you take care of your girls with food before you get there presents....wish you luck
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hi there....remember me i am daisy....sorry it took so long for me to get back to you....the abusive husband i left three years ago....i gave him the house and a truck....my son is from my first marriage...so me and my second husband don't have any children together....though sometimes i get so emotional and all i could do is cry....the man who raised me beat my mom everyday and put us kids in the closet...he thought he was protecting us from seeing all that....but hearing the screams of my mother "woody please don't hit me no more!!" got to me worse than kind of beating a man can give me....my mother means so much to me....ofcourse i love my jesus more....my mom is right up there with him....for the way love her so much.. after all the kids grew up and were gone...mom just stopped taking care of woody....didn't cook didn't talk to him....didn't wash his clothes....and when he saw that....he went to a woman who would do all that....so woody left her....we were so happy....my mother is happily married now to a man that will never hit her....someone who really loves her and helps her with everything....i am proud of my mother...my mother is fine now and safe....but the emotional scars are there and it remains that i sometimes can't deal with them....like right now....i think about it and wish to god there was something i could have done back then....i was only 3 years old....what could i have done....he also beat us kids too.... you know 6 years ago....i seen woody at my brothers house....my brother has always been scared of him....i am not scared of him...i hated him for a while....i got in his face and told him how i felt about hitting my mom for all those 28 years....you know he denied everything....the coward he is he stood there before me and his new wife and denied everything....it is only a matter of time that she will find out the truth....he still cheats on his new wife....he cheated on my mother....just like when i was 16...he asked me to lay with him....i couldn't believe it....he used hunting....(something that i loved to do so much....as a way to try to get into my pants....i was 16 years old....when i was smaller i remember him playing some kind of games with me....i didn't start remembering them until i married chris and chris started reminding me of woody (my step dad)....i did tell my mom what was going on....then i stuck with the truth for a week....i told my mom yes mama he did this to me....she believed me....but i seen her cry everyday....and i am very close to my mother....i couldn't bare to see the pain in her eyes any longer....so i told her i lied....i told her i was trying to get even with woody for making me break up with my first boyfriend....i didn't lie ms jotmom...i just wanted everything to get back to normal....it did get back to normal...i was very careful to avoid woody on his off days...i had 4 horses growing up so i stayed in the woods most of the days....and i would come home way after bed time....i was the black sheep of the family..my sister and brothers wouldn't talk to me....because woodie told them lies about me....plus they (my own brothers and sister ) talked about my face and made fun of me....so yeah i have emotional problems....sometimes i can deal with them....sometimes i can't... the man you see beside me in my profile picture....he is the best thing that has ever happened to me....he is a wonderful man...he is 10 years younger than me....he is 29 and i am 39....but still age is only numbers....he is slow to anger....patient...don't complain...he don't gripe....he is everything in my book....the perfect man....i have to go...it is getting late....if you can....i would like to take you up on that offer about the phone number....because....moral support is better than any amount of cash there is....thanks for caring....can you please send a private message to me with your phone number....lol i promise right here and now i will not be calling all hours of the night....or the day....only at reasonable times....daniel he is trying to help me...but him being a man and all....he can't relate to me....so thanks and god speed daisy
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 in response to I wish you the best!...   HE IS RIGHT.....ALL THOSE WHO TRUST IN JESUS CHRIST....THE HARD TIMES WILL SOON BE OVER.....PRAY AND GIVE YOUR PROBLEMS TO GOD.....BUT IN ORDER TO DO THAT....YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE AND HAVE FAITH....TOTAL FAITH IN THE FATHER IS TRUSTING HIM TO HELP YOU THROUGH THE HARD TIMES AND NOT WORRYING ABOUT IT....NO JESUS CHRIST WILL NOT SAY ,"OK HERE'S THE MONEY YOU NEED GO PAY YOUR BILLS." YOU GOT TO HELP YOURSELF BEFORE HE WILL HELP YOU.....JUST REMEMBER....HE IS EVERYTHING.....JESUS CHRIST OUR FATHER IN HEAVEN....SAYS....ALL THAT ARE WEARY...COME TO ME AND I WILL GIVE YOU REST....TRUST IN ME....AND WORRY NO MORE....

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 in response to plz...   hello may god speed his blessings to your family and heal all who are sick....the first thing to do is have your mother go down to some kind of center that helps pay your utilities....now they won't pay all of them....but they will pay half if they come up with half....i don't know how that works in your state....but here we have a salvation army....and a shepherd center....also community action center...google (help to pay utilities and your city and state..) and it should give you a list of centers in your area that help pay those types of bills....also call your local food stamp office or go up there and ask them for a list of centers in your area that help pay your utilities.....i wish you luck...i myself am having a hard time....and all i can do is offer encouragement and support..
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